Grichu's world

So today I feel as though my future is at my fingertips... and it's kind of a scary thought... yet it shouldn't be, should it? I dunno, I just am afraid of hurting those I love most... Because I know that things... life gets complicated... and I just would like to not have to deal with issues that are just so hard... to think about and come to an agreement on... and yet I'm also so happy, and at peace and just... like overwhelmed with emotions and just amazed... and kind of lost in my present... which is a really weird way to put what I'm going through... cuz it's not that I'm lost, it's that I'm trying to figure out who the us is, basically who I am as a part of a relationship... wow, not making too much sense, am I?

This was a good weekend though... got to spend loads of time with my boyfriend and friends, and family kind of too... which is nice... and tomorrow, back to the craziness of school and trying to balance 2 clubs, school work, friends, sleep, bf time, another club, family, etc... :P But, life is good... no complaints :P Just wish time would stop every once in a while... or something along those lines... but I guess it's good that it doesn't...

Anyway... gotta get to bed soon so I can wake up and do some reading!

Tata for now...

me!