Hello!!
So, Yes, this blog is yet again unpublished... so sorry about that, I'll republish it again soon enough.
So I'm feeling like guilty right now... ugh, I hate when I get like this, it kind of sucks. But I feel like I've done things kind of wrong and it just eats me up inside. But I'm trying to work through it, and set goals or actions that I'll take to change the wrong doings.

Aside from that, all is well. Did well on all my midterms, which is cool :) Had an awesome weekend (a perfect weekend, just like my boyfriend intended it to be)... The river house is wonderful, awesome view and really well equiped. So I had a blast and was pampered and stuff, which is more than awesome. Plus I got to spend quality time with my bf which is soo important, more so now that school has started (and I'm way too busy for my own good). So I got to relax after a crazy week of midterms and post-midterm stress :P (even though no one believes me anymore when I'm truly worried about their outcome).

So, I tried to set-up my schedule for next quarter... seems like sleep is not a luxury I'll have, hehe... I haven't gone to the gym in I don't know how long... doubt I'll have time for that next quarter, but I'm working on fitting it in this quarter... now I just have to do it... (do it! do it!... have you seen Starsky and Hutch?)
Anyway, must go away and study...
I'll write more later on...

Byes
-moi

So, do you know me?

Take the "How well do you know me?" quiz created on Tickle and see how you score. Here's the first question:
1. What's my sign? * Aries * Libra * Capricorn * Taurus
Just click (or copy and paste) this link and you'll be taken to my quiz.http://connect.tickle.com/test.html?id=l5D6m8Y9yOgahzM3&
Griselda

This is what Tickle says about me, according to an inkblot test...

Griselda, your subconscious mind is driven most by Curiosity

This means you are full of questions about life, people, and the potential of your future. You spend more time than others envisioning the possibilities of your life — things that others are too afraid to consider.Your curiosity burns with an almost physical need to know and do more. It's only through new experiences that you feel a greater understanding of yourself or the world — which ultimately is the greatest way for you to feel satisfied. It is possible that the underlying reason for your drive towards curiosity is a deeply rooted fear of boredom. That means that you are probably more susceptible than others to feel like you're falling into a rut when life slows down into a comfortable routine. You need to make sure you have stimulation in your life — that makes you feel like you're innovating or being exposed to the ideas and experiences that truly inspire you. With such a strong orientation towards curiosity, you're also prone to a rebellious quality that shows up when you feel you are just going through the motions, and are unable to really influence the world around you. But interestingly enough, your drive towards novel experiences also indicates an openness others don't have, but wish they did. Unconsciously, your curiosity presses you to learn more, experience more, and get the most out of life.
Though your unconscious mind is driven most strongly by Curiosity, there is much more to who you are at your core

Yes, I should be studying and/or sleeping... so I'll do that now...

Lots of things have come up lately, but I'll talk about them at another time I guess...

G

So today I feel as though my future is at my fingertips... and it's kind of a scary thought... yet it shouldn't be, should it? I dunno, I just am afraid of hurting those I love most... Because I know that things... life gets complicated... and I just would like to not have to deal with issues that are just so hard... to think about and come to an agreement on... and yet I'm also so happy, and at peace and just... like overwhelmed with emotions and just amazed... and kind of lost in my present... which is a really weird way to put what I'm going through... cuz it's not that I'm lost, it's that I'm trying to figure out who the us is, basically who I am as a part of a relationship... wow, not making too much sense, am I?

This was a good weekend though... got to spend loads of time with my boyfriend and friends, and family kind of too... which is nice... and tomorrow, back to the craziness of school and trying to balance 2 clubs, school work, friends, sleep, bf time, another club, family, etc... :P But, life is good... no complaints :P Just wish time would stop every once in a while... or something along those lines... but I guess it's good that it doesn't...

Anyway... gotta get to bed soon so I can wake up and do some reading!

Tata for now...

me!