Grichu's world

so my parents, no, let me rephrase that... my step-father is ridiculous.... It's new years day... which usually is the worst day of the year for me... yet this year things were different... Why, you ask? Well, first of all because I have a great boyfriend... so new years eve was nice, with him, and family... though my family was all weird and awkward... but I enjoyed myself... and today, I went to my bf house at like noon... we hung out and watched the rose parade... and watched the matrix, part II (reloaded)... and then his brother and his girlfriend came over... and they were cleaning up bc some friends of theirs were coming over... so we helped out and stayed for dinner as well... It was actually quite fun... and then we played Taboo... which was really fun... and then, everyone left, and being it 11pm, and after all my parent's drama last week, I decided to go too... even though I AM 21 and it is a SATURDAY NIGHT... 2 days before I start the freaking quarter again... which I might add is going to be a hell of a quarter... but instead of this vacation being a relaxing and fun vacation (though it had parts of that), it turned out to be a never ending battle with my folks... and I decided to partially give in... trying to be good to everyone, you know... my new years resolution was going to be just that, trying to please everyone....... but you see, why the fuck do that... if I get home at midnight on a sat night... from my bf's house.... after having called my parents like twice since I left my stupid home... i even called at 6:30pm letting my mom know that I was staying over for dinner over there, that some friend's of them were over, bla bla... Seriously! And then I come home, and they're actually awake, watching a movie... so I think, cool, I get to spend some time with them, and I got home before they went to bed... not bad.... and nooooo, my stepfather is like, you can have the phone you gave me back, I don't want it... bc, oh, surprise, he's pissed off bc I spent new years day with my boyfriend.... FORGET THAT I WAS ACTUALLY GONNA SPEND NEW YEARS EVE WITH MY BF, BUT CHANGED ALL THE PLANS SO THAT I COULD SPEND IT WITH MY FAMILY, BUT DID THEY CARE, OF COURSE NOT.... SO THEN I'M LIKE, THAT'S FINE... SO DECIDE TO SPEND NEW YEARS DAY WITH MY BF... AND I DON'T EVEN LEAVE AT A CRAZY HOUR IN THE MORNING (AS I PROBABLY WOULD HAVE DONE, EXCEPT I DON'T WANT MORE FREAKING DRAMA), SO I DON'T GET TO HIS HOUSE TIL ABOUT NOON.... WHERE THE ROSE PARADE HAS BEEN STREAMING THROUGH FOR THE SECOND TIME-AS A COPY OR WHATEVER-- SO BASICALLY THE THIRD TIME THEY'RE STREAMING IT.... AND WHAT WAS ALL I REALLY WAS LOOKING FORWARD TO TODAY? WATCHING THE ROSE PARADE WITH MY BF, AND BEING LAZY.... SO I COMPROMISED AND STILL GOT TO DO THAT... AND YET IT'S NOT ENOUGH, IT'S NEVER FREAKING ENOUGH... SO YOU KNOW WHAT MY NEW NEW YEAR'S RESOLUTION IS? TO SAVE UP FAST AND ENOUGH TO LIVE ON MY OWN REAL SOON, BECAUSE I CAN'T STAND IT... BECAUSE THEY'VE PAST RATIONAL AND NOW ARE RIDICULOUS....
SO, YES, I'M A BIT MAD, AND SAD, AND DISAPPOINTED... BUT, YOU KNOW, I TRIED, I REALLY DID.... AND I JUST CAN'T ALWAYS BE THE ONE TO BE FLEXIBLE, THAT'S NOT HOW IT WORKS, NOT AT ALL....

SO HAPPY NEW YEAR...